History of Cacao Love
Where we come from, and why we are dedicated to the spirits of the forest.
Our journey with ritual began long before we had connected with the spirit of cacao. We were both touched by the power of the spirit at a young age and have dedicated our lives to cultivating connection and intimacy through ceremonial practice. Cacao has shaped our journey for over ten years, and we recognise its spirit as a sacred force of the forest, inspiring our commitment to restoration and reverence.
We situate ourselves in this story to share an understanding of who we are, where we come from, and why it is that we are so dedicated to the spirits of the forest, including the incredibly powerful being that is cacao, sometimes called Mama Cacao and Ixcacao.
We understand ourselves first as devotees to the Great Spirit, and then as initiates of the forest of mysteries.
Between us, we have passed through sacred initiations in spiritual traditions in the UK, Central Africa, East Africa, and South America. We find ourselves to be bridge people who live at the interstices, born to stretch our hands and prayers across countries, languages, and states of consciousness in service to the divine.
We believe that how we embody our spirituality can shape the world around us, and in turn, our political choices deeply influence our inner lives. This is why we are dedicated to regenerative relationships with people and plants of the forests, as well as their traditions.
Gavin’s meeting with cacao
The morning after a long night of journeying with the visionary Amazonian brew, the ceremony leader offered Gavin a bitter serving of cacao along with the invitation to go into the beautiful gardens of the retreat centre and commune with nature. He chose to lie still on a wooden plank bridge, gazing up at the clouds, and as the crystal waters of the river meandered underneath him, he almost immediately felt pulled into union with the dancing flowers, the majestic trees, and the climbing ivy. In the stillness of this meditation, his heart burst open into a mystical state of communion with nature. The sky opened up and the clouds danced with life as he lay there in celebration of the glory of the natural world. He left this ceremony with a deep sense of harmony and sincere yearning to deepen his relationship with cacao.
Arriving home, he shared this life-altering experience with a friend, and she gifted him his very first block of ceremonial cacao.
From there, he began a daily ritual of meditation and prayer with cacao, which eventually led to the beginning of the Cacao Love project, an extended collaboration with farming cooperatives from the Junín Province of Peru.
Diane’s story
Diane was born into a lineage of medicine people, chiefs, and herbalists in Cameroon. At birth, she was given the name Njembii, which means “she who has lived many lives,” and is “open to the infinite.” Her father sacrificed any interest in traditional herbal medicine to make economic ends meet for their family in the United States, and so in time, that calling slowly awakened in her.
Always interested in the transformative power of storytelling, she became an anthropologist and filmmaker and moved to Argentina and then Brazil at the age of 21 to explore the African roots of South America.
It was in that decade spent in South America that the forest, and the ancestors, began to call her back to study. There, she began making regular trips to sit with wisdom keepers in ceremony, immersing herself in the study of herbal healing traditions and tantra, another practice that explores the dance between different states of consciousness.
After a stint in Bolivia, she travelled to do a sexuality training course and traded some goods she had brought in South America for a chunk of cacao combined with an Andean cactus sacrament. She carried this chunk of cacao around with her for almost two years, nibbling away, bit by bit, before guiding ceremonies or giving bodywork.
Eventually, when she returned to the same training course as a teacher, still carrying the tiniest bit of the same chunk of cacao, she was introduced to the alchemist of that sacrament: her future beloved Gavin. After sharing a ceremony, Diane was firmly guided into the understanding that she and Gavin had a shared mission in partnership and were meant to continue their walk through the forest together.
Along with incredible times spent in the forest, this synchronicity of union is one of the magical ways that cacao has guided and nourished our lives, bringing us together to serve, sing and celebrate at the same altar.